There’s this boy and he loves me more than he should, he would shame me for saying so because he thinks my footprints are tattooed on his heart. He won’t speak to me often and avoids me at all costs because he just wants to forget me because he knows what I want and it’s not him. I love his attention and his kind words he makes me smile he really does but my heart is some where else. I’m so sorry I don’t love you because the one I love doesn’t love me either. Were in the same boat but opposite ends. Forever
I’m so sorry I hurt you. I did it because I love you.
That doesn’t make sense, why
What am I doing?! This is wrong this is all wrong! Sure I’m doing more than ever but this memory of you I can’t shake. You’re not here and I want you to be. I’m happy and I wanna share that with you. Why?! Why is it like this I never thought id be here. I knew I would get here but not without you?! I’m confused where did my mind flip? Was it my decision or yours? Or was a decision even made? If I’m here and you’re there physically why do I still feel you with me here. That doesn’t make sense because you’re over there. Is this real life as in am I living every moment? Because I feel like I’m watching someone else’s life happen I don’t feel like it’s my soul at work. I’m so confused, what am I doing? Better yet what is the body my soul is trapped in doing?!


reasons i want to look GOOD 

  • for myself
  • for myself
  • to plant the seed of envy in other bitch’s hearts
  • for myself

(Source: pinkvelourtracksuit)




What should I get my mom for her bday?

a condom. maybe she won’t mess up next time.



this is seriously my favorite episode


fuckin aquata

(Source: subtubitles)